Day 54: Lopsided

I went to the beach today in a normal bikini, with no padding or extra "filling out" assistance. I didn't want to hassle with my insert or lose it in the surf. I took my dress off and jumped into the waves while Remie didd Nippers. I felt strangely confident despite the unevenness, which is very noticeable to me but likely less so to others. I was more self-conscious of my muffin top and tree-trunk thighs. And all I can say is that my biggest issues are cosmetic and/or surgical, I'll be laughing. Odds are high that the challenges in 4 weeks will be bigger, but I can always remain cautiously hopeful yet pragmatic.